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Monday, 9 August 2010 @ 02:03
this is my first time going shopping alone. I did it on purpose, as it just my neighbourhood shopping centre afterall. un/fortunately I saw them. Well, surprisingly we did exchange greetings this time round. just some plain conversations, and we parted. There are friends who comes and go in your life, but they are still friends who are always there for you. I know it's totally impossible to go back, like how we used to be. This big group of people whom I knew, who jokes, who fool around, who share woes, who share happines who enjoy being together. are no longer the same anymore... I knew it all along, it's time to let go... I am not holding back as tight as I first used to be. I am not trying to be emo. I just cant help it, I will feel worry for them, if they met any troubles or difficulties. I don't mind lending a helping hand. I don't mind without letting them to know. I don't mind being hated, as long as they are alright. Afterall, those memories to me are always as precious as ever. Yes. That's how foolish I am. That's why people who is in msn list, will/will not realise that I have the word''ssabmud'' in my nick. Never do I expect such thing to happen on me. They put a front; a good one. so good that it make me feels goosebumps all over me if I will to see them again. I am afraid afraid to face them again. afraid to be alone again once school reopen. afraid that I will no longer be myself... |